aq rse sgt terkilan bila aq berbuat baik ng org in other word 'polite' tp org sekeliling x menghargai. korg igt senang ke nk jd polite? betapa susah nya utk aq yg dulu panas baran n kuat memberontak nk bertukar jd seorg manusia yg polite. now, i feel really3 upset with u guys. aq x mntk byk pn dr korg but please talk to me politely. aq x mntk lebih2 pn aq mntk satu bnda nie je. kalo korg x mampu nk polite ng aq, i have to say i'm sorry. aq akan layan korg mcm mne korg layan aq. aq x nk berubah jd yg negatif cz as i said in my previous post, aq nk berubah jd yg positif tp kalo x de sapa2 leh tlg it's ok. mayb i asked tooo much. ='( don't u ever blame me when my words hurt u inside n outside. korg pikir dlu apa yg korg dh wat kat aq. aq x nk layan org cm2 melainkn korg dh wat something that it can be considered worst to me.
aq x nk gaduh2 nie cz i hate it. penat la kalo nk masam2 muka. so lebih baik aq melarikan dri and it worked. i really mean 'worked' and it turned out successful. yeah, i know. smpai ble aq nk melarikn dri kn? i dont have any choice. it's too complicated and what i can do. perhaps i'm too sensitive.
i've changed. rudeness is hunting me! no more polite words, no more. its GONE! ALL OF YOU RESPONSIBLE FOR IT!